eVerY sTeP I mAkE...

..storii of a ghurL..

ruzzien — Thu, 27 Aug 2009 11:15:05 +0000

There was once a girl named Dione.
Matagal ng may gusto si Dione sa kanyang kaibigan na si Dylan, kaso..hindi nya ito masabi kaya kinimkim nalang nya itong lahat sa loob ng tatlong taon.
Pero, dumating ang isang araw na nagka-usap silang dalawa. It was quite a serious conversation. Dione was just sitting in a bench when suddenly Dylan approached her. Dylan asked ” anong nangyari sau? Bakit mag-isa ka lang dito..nasan na ung mga friendster mo?” Dione was shocked because Dylan suddenly appeared in her back without any sound. Dahil sa pagkagulat wala ng ibang nasagot c Dione kundi isang matamis na ngiti.
Dylan said “tingnan mo toh! kinakausap pero, hindi naman sumasagot..ngumingiti lang” . “Kaw kasi eh! sumusulpot ka lang kung san-san..hayan tuloy..baka atakihin ako nyan..:)”
“Ohws! talaga? ahmmm…napansin ko lang…(nakatayo pa pala xa), pwedend umupo?” Dione: Oo naman! bakit naman hindi..Hindi naman aking to eh!”
“Oo nga naman noh! wala ngang nakalagay na pangalan eh..XD” Dylan replied.

1…….
2……..
3………….
4……………….
5…………………….

seconds na silence..!!

*tooooooot*
“Naman oh! BAkit ang tahimik mo?!” Dylan said.
“Eh?! nahihiya kasi ako sayo eh..kasi…” Dione replied.
“Ano? may ganan ka pang mahiya nya? Eh? matagal na nga tayong magkaibigan eh..kaso lang…lumayo ka…” at this very moment…tumingin si Dylan kay Dione…

pov’s…..tooooooooot

ruzzien — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 13:39:54 +0000

hahahahha

wala lang!

hahahha…mga POV nhe sa mga taw nga wala’y lingaw..nyahahha…LOL

anyways..mau deay nhe ang question…?

“what is love”?

chinchin production presents………..

heartaching, headbreaking and brain bursting..T_T

ruzzien — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 11:57:47 +0000

wew! It has been an “”heartaching, headbreaking and brain bursting”"

set of examination that we did..hoh! The subjects on the first day are MAPEH, EP, Chemistry, Filipino and Intro to Physics..

MAPEH: hmp? no comment?! hahahah..new terms galore!
EP:
Chemistry: wooh! headbreaking and brain bursting..hahaha..identification.:(
Filipino: Meet Florente at Laura..including..Kapitan Tiyago..LOL
*Sa Aking Mga Kababata* *bOw!*
Intro to Physics: waah!! speechless! stiff neck..

Anyways…the Second Day…

The subjects are: TLE, AP, Math, English (includes French Language).LOL., and..Advance Biology..

TLE:
Math: weeh…ALgebra? Algebra is back men! Algebra applied in Geometry..wooh..rude..joke..:D..thank you Sir Russel..^_^
English: very…very….very…very….heheh…*je déteste vous aimer*
anyways..heheh…it’s quite cute..^_^
Advance Biology: Ahm…..Ahm……Ahm….new terms galore again..nyayx..
wahahha….terms…….terms…….

hahayz! at last! the test is over wooooooooooh!

All I can say is……heartaching, headbreaking and brain bursting…EXAMINATION..

~chinchin~

i forgot to tell you..T_T

ruzzien — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 11:26:23 +0000

hey you!

I forgot to tell you…

We had our intrams last July 15 and 16. The unforgettable moments we did last intrams is…we did our memitics…we had our games..and fortunately! we are the second placer! waahha…. Even though I didn’t have any game (that time) im the G.C. nyayx.. The game I love most is the basketball game, thanks for Slam Dunk..

The second day was quite boring ’cause………i don’t know! hahha..LOL
Anyways..before we went home we played badminton, together with Katherine (Ella). nyayx..Even though the we can’t see the shuttlecock anymore ’cause its a bit dim (cause it’s already evening! duh!) the show must go on..^_^

……JOKE………T_T

ruzzien — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 12:21:54 +0000

weeeeeeeeeh! AKO GUMAWA NITO..nyahah..~chinchin~

JOKE: a boy who sets everything as a joke..
characters:

Merong isang batang lalaki na hindi sineseryoso ang mga bagay2 dahil ang gusto lamang niya ay magsaya. Ang tingin niya sa buhay ay parang laruan na puro nlang saya at wala xang paki alam sa mga mangyayati sa kanya.
Isang araw,,nagalalakad xa…

Boy: HAY! hahahah..nakakatuwa talaga pag hindi mo iniisip ng mabuti ang mga problema..
Sana ganito palagi. Hay! makabili nga ng tubig!
Manang! tubig ho!
MAnang: ILAn?
BOy: Isa lang po..wait..i’ll just get mah money,,:)..crap!

NAKu! nasan na ba kasi yun!

Manang: ano ba? ang tagal ah! nasan na? nagpapadali ako..ikaw jud bataa ka!

Boy: teka lang po manang ha..nawawala po kasi eh! kung ayaw nyong maghintay,,eh di wag! bahala kayo sa buhay nyo! hahaha!

Manang: mga bata talga ngayon oh!

BOY: hay naku! nasan na kaya yung piso ko!
ayun! nakita rin kita..hahah
Pero,,,sa hindi inaasahang pangyayari,,.nahulog ang kanyang piso sa daan at gumulong ito sa kung saan saan..hanggang!

…may sasakyan pa daan…
…at…bOOOOG!

nwalan ng malay ang Boy at nagising na lamang xa sa isang kawalan!

Boy: Nsan ako?
GIRl: nandito ka kung saan hindi ka na makakalabas..

BOy: ha? anong ibig mong sabhin,..wag mong sabihing nasa ibang planeta ako! oh my! dream on! wala ng ganyan ngayon.

Girl:im not joking!

Boy: ano ka ba? linya ko yan sa school ah! kuhang kuha mo pa nga..hahahha! LOL..LOooserhead!
Girl: shut up! okay! kaya pala wala kang ka alam sa mga nangyayari..akala mo lahat BIRO lamang!

Boy: Bakit ba? nasan ba ako? ok..hindi na ako nagbibiro.,.seryoso na tu..
gusto ko ng umuwi sa bahay!

GIRL: ah? so ngaun gusto mo ng magseryoso..nagyon pa?! okay lang naman pag hindi na,………..forever!

BOy: anong ibig mong sabihin? wag mo sabihing………..wala naman biruan oh! sino ka ba? saan ba ako?

Girl: ngayon…akala mo nag bibiro ako..baka ikaw jan ang mahilig magbiro…huh? ano? sabihin mo nga sakin!

BOy: ah,,,

Girl: ano ngayon…hindi ka makapagsalita? ano? siguro totoo ano…ano?!!

BOY: oo!! alam ko! kasalan ko yun! i like jokes cause it made me happy…then? so? ano ngayon kung mahilig akong magbiro,,
yun lang naman ang makakapagsaya sa ‘kin…bakit ba? ano bang koneksyon ng pagbibiro pagkarating ko dito?

GIrl: yan! ang tagal mo naman na itanong yan! ngayon..kung sasabihin ko sayong hindi ka na makakapagbiruan uli!
BOY: anong ibig mong sabihin?
Girl: wala ka ng chance! ur dead men!

BOy: pano? ano ngyari? paano nangyari yun?
GIrl:ngayon? tatanungin kita? may kahit isang araw ka bang hindi nag bibiro at nag loloko! ha?!

BOy: ano?
GIRl: natatandaan mo ba nung sinabi mo kay Allisa na may gusto ka sa kanya? anong sinabi nya? dba sabi nya?

“”wag ka ngang magbiro jan..kaw talaga!”

BOy: oo..yun nga…yun nga yung sinabi nya…at hindi nya alam na seryoso pala ako doon?
GIRL: oo./..hinndi nya alam yun..kaya akala nya *joke* lang yun,,,

PEro…alam mo ba na inisip nya talaga yun ng maiigi,,,pero…ayay niyang masaktan kaya ayun! hindi nlang xa naniwala sayo!

akala mo siguro,,ikaw lang ang nasaktan nun! pati xa,,,sabi pa nga nya minsan…”sana.hindi nlang xa masayahin,
para hindi nya dinadaan lahat sa biro”

BOY: ano? nasabi nya yun? akala ko..wala xang paki alam?

GIrl: well..akala mo lang yun..

Boy: teka? sino ka ba talaga? salamat pala at ngayon..alam ko na! hahanapin ko si ALLysa!

GIRL: by the way! nakalimutan ko..ako nga pala c cheska..pinsan n allysa,,,nabundol kasi kita kanina kaya dinala kita rito..
isa pa..ikaw naman talaga ang sadya ko kung bakit ako napunta sa school nyo..

sabi ni allysa…ibigay ko raw ito sayo!

MY WEDDING,,PLS COME..

boy:

END..~chichin~

gReAt eSCape…T_T

ruzzien — Sat, 08 Aug 2009 11:22:26 +0000

GREAT ESCAPE

Now that I’m already broken

I’m trying to smile often

Just to pretend that I’m not forsaken..

Everytime our eyes met

I just take a deep breath

Begging to my heart

Please don’t pull apart..

People know

That I am over you

But I can’t lie to my self, my greatest foe

that I’ll never get over you,,

~chinchin~

ART OF LETTING GO

Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I’ve held them till I’m blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I’d keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that’s holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I’m just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it’s over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can’t set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we’ll be friend’s forever more
Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that’s holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I’m just learning,
Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you

Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I’m learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

aDdicTioN tO fIctIOus tHoughts…

ruzzien — Sat, 01 Aug 2009 11:46:10 +0000

I really don’t want to keep on watching on fictious thoughts because I know It’s foolishness. It made people think that everything has a happy ending.. People might thought everything will gonna be alright even though didn’t do anything.

But I realize, reading those thoughts made me happy even though I know that it will never happen in the real life.. Anyways, it leats at that fictious thought It made me happy than those in reality that made me cry.

Now, I still keep on reading those, even though I know. It entertains me in some ways and at the same time it give me hope anf inspiration.

Thank You for the creative minds of those writer…

~chinchin~

I don’t know what to do..

ruzzien — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 11:36:36 +0000

Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days
When you looked at her where was I?
Should been in her place
Here I am
All alone imagining what could have been
If I had been there..

Jealous of the one who won your heart
They say it’s a perfect match
She’s gonna get to be where you are
And I don’t get better than that
She’ll say you’re fine
Whisper words I wish were mine
And they might have been
If I had been there…

You know I’d fight the good fight
If I thought I’d change your mind
But if she makes you happy
I would leave that dream behind
Man, she better treat you right
And give you everything
Cause at the moment she doesn’t
I’ll be waiting in the wings

How will I approach?

ruzzien — Sun, 12 Jul 2009 11:30:49 +0000

I’m so confused If how will I act everytime your near. I don’t even know if I will stood still and listen if you have further stories to tell. Everytime I’m not in my mood you are there that is so ready to cheer up. But everytime that I’m in the mood, it’s you that never cheer up. Why is it? Is it a sign of a fruitless problem.

I think I must stop this. This means nothing. It’s just wasting my time.

But what does your approaches means?

Does it mean something? Or everything is just an illusion.

waaaaah????????!!!!!!! I can’t take it any longer. I just don’t want to regret in the end..

Is it really……

honestly…I really do…

ruzzien — Fri, 10 Jul 2009 11:54:00 +0000

It’s so amazing that you don’t even notice. Your so amazing that your so dense..
I wonder if you really don’t notice or your just ignoring it. Maybe I have no right in asking you why. From the very start, I’m secretly, watching over you..

But, I don’t have the guts to talk to you..
Every time your approaching, I always wonder what’s on your mind.
It’s so amazing that still you appreciate the things that supposed to be ignored and you ignored the things you supposed to appreciate.

I couldn’t think of any reason why your still there. Maybe, God has a purpose on everything. Maybe God knows that you are one of my happinness.
Because of that thought I’d decided to focus more on my studies than wasting my time in such useless games.

I’m sorry if I disobey my promise that I will focus on my studies. It’s just a peer pressure. Sorry, but I know you don’t even care. I don’t even know that you can read my blog. I don’t even know that you know that you are the great reason why I still fight. How I wish, you keep on smiling cause it’s the reason why I survived.

eVerY sTeP I mAkE...

..storii of a ghurL..

pov’s…..*tooooooooot*

heartaching, headbreaking and brain bursting..T_T

i forgot to tell you..T_T

……JOKE………T_T

gReAt eSCape…T_T

aDdicTioN tO fIctIOus tHoughts…

I don’t know what to do..

How will I approach?

honestly…I really do…

pov’s…..tooooooooot